25k RBC Run for the Kids

I took part in the 25k RBC Run for the Kids yesterday and it's given me something to think about.  I didn't enjoy it as much as I did the previous year, and that time it rained.

I did not run at the peak of my abilities due to a nagging injury ~ after 3km my right knee failed (IT band syndrome) and I agonized the rest of the race.  I was close to tears a couple of times because of the pain but I was stubborn and refused to quit.  As a result my pace was nearly 6min/km.  Because of my slower pace I had plenty of stamina afterwards, so I know I am capable of doing longer runs when I am fit.

I wasn't terribly happy with the course ~ the flow of traffic was disrupted on multiple sections.  Along Finch Ave. runners occupied the narrow center lane; not ideal for passing when cars are coming from both sides.  Also, in order to get in and out of the middle lane, traffic had to be stopped temporarily until all runners passed.  At smaller intersections rows of cars would have to wait until police conducted them thru gaps of runners.  Coming up to these intersections there was often honking.  Generally you want people to support your run because it is for a good cause, but provoking anger really makes the experience feel unwelcome.

At the final kilometre of the race, the 25k run and the 5k walk merge.  Thousands of people participate in the walk and manoeuvring between families and car traffic was not how I wanted to complete something that'd filled me with immense pain.  My run felt as unceremonious as the very bland finishers medal.  

It took me some time to assess my lackluster performance.  I didn't feel accomplished because of my injury and how unsatisfactory certain parts of the race was organized.  But I was reminded by a friend that I probably ran more than most would do all year ~ it was more than a half-marathon!  Taking that step back really helped me get over my ego.

I am grateful for all of the police assistance and volunteers, the amazing food sponsors, as well as a change of scenery compared to the usual downtown running route - but at what cost?  I am curious to see if there is transparency towards how the race was funded versus how much it raised ($1.7million).  I may be back next year but it will depend on whether any changes are made.